I saw the glow through the open doors before I heard your footsteps and understood that you had already decided to stay awake with what we were not saying. The barn sat at the edge of the field where the road narrowed and the town lights no longer reached. Dust hung in the air catching the single bulb you had left on and the smell of hay and old wood wrapped around me as I stepped inside. The boards creaked under my weight and somewhere an animal shifted and went still again. You stood near the workbench with your sleeves rolled up and your hands resting flat on the scarred…

I saw the last car slide out of the station as my hand brushed the cold railing and I knew by the way the sound thinned that even if I shouted your name it would not reach you in time. The platform was damp from fog and the concrete held the chill of night. A single light buzzed above the bench and moths gathered around it like they were waiting for something too. My breath came out uneven and white and my bag hung uselessly from my shoulder. The town still slept behind me and the tracks stretched forward already empty already finished with us. I stood there longer than…

The song faded into static under your hand and in the quiet that followed I understood that whatever you had come to tell me no longer needed words. We sat in your car at the edge of town where the road curved and the fields opened wide and dark. The dashboard lights cast a soft green glow across your face and the smell of dust and warm vinyl filled the air. Outside the crickets were loud and steady and the sky pressed low with clouds that never quite delivered rain. I rested my hands in my lap and waited because that was what I had learned to do with you.…

The book slid into the slot with a dull hollow sound and I knew then that the walk back would be the last time we moved through the town side by side without pretending. The library steps were warm from the sun and the air smelled like dust and paper even outside the building. A banner for the summer reading program hung crooked above the door and fluttered when the breeze passed through. You brushed your hands together as if shaking off something invisible and looked down the street instead of at me. I stood there holding the receipt longer than I needed to because letting it go felt like…

I knew it was finished when I folded your letters neatly and slid the drawer shut instead of rereading them one last time. The bedroom was pale with early light and the curtains lifted slightly with the breeze that came through the cracked window. Dust drifted in the quiet and the floor was cold beneath my feet. The drawer made a soft wooden sound when it closed and that sound felt louder than it should have like a decision echoing in an empty room. I rested my hand there for a moment longer than necessary and then stepped back as if the drawer might reopen itself if I did not…

I realized you were not coming back when I stood in the aisle holding a carton of milk and read your name written neatly on my grocery list as if it still belonged to the future. The store was quiet in the late afternoon lull and the hum of the freezers pressed against my ears. Light from the high windows slanted down onto the worn linoleum and caught the dust in the air. I traced the ink of your name with my thumb until it smeared slightly and I folded the list in half because leaving it open felt like inviting someone to ask questions I could not answer. Outside…

The engine ticked softly as it cooled and I kept my hands on the steering wheel even after you said my name because if I turned to look at you I knew I would say something I could not take back. The sun was already low behind the grain silos and the sky held that thin orange light that made everything feel borrowed. Dust clung to the windshield and the cab smelled like oil heat and the faint sweetness of the apples you had brought from your mothers tree. We had parked at the edge of the field where the road gave up and the grass took over and the…

I heard the soft click of metal on wood from the other side of the door and knew before opening it that you had already decided not to stay. The hallway light flickered the way it always did when the air turned damp and the smell of rain crept in through the window I never closed all the way. The spare key lay on the small table by the door exactly where we used to leave our pockets and our plans. It was still warm as if your hand had only just released it. I stood there listening to your footsteps fade down the stairs and told myself that if…

I watched her walk down the courthouse steps with her jacket still draped over the back of my chair and understood in that instant that whatever chance I had to stop her had already passed. The bell over the courthouse door rang once and then went quiet and the sound echoed longer than it should have. Sunlight spilled across the square and dust floated in it like something suspended and undecided. I stayed seated even after my name was called because standing felt like admitting that the room she had just left would never hold us the same way again. Outside the town moved with its usual careful pace. The…

I felt her fingers slip from mine before I understood that the door was already closing and the sound it made was softer than I expected like a breath taken away instead of released. The porch light hummed above us with a tired glow that barely touched the steps and the boards were cool under my bare feet even though the air still held the heat of late summer. She stood just inside the doorway and I stood just outside and we did not look at each other at first. Somewhere down the road a truck passed and the sound stretched and faded and I knew without knowing why that…