When you loosened your fingers from mine at the bus stop the warmth left before I did and I stood there still holding the shape of your hand long after the door closed and the engine swallowed your name. The air smelled of wet concrete and diesel and something faintly sweet from the bakery across the street that had not yet opened. Morning light pooled thin and pale along the curb as if it did not know where to settle. I watched the bus pull away without moving because any motion felt like permission to accept what had already happened. You did not look back. I told myself that was…

She stood in the doorway as his shadow slid down the hall and understood before the door fully closed that this was the last time his leaving would hurt in the same way. The click of the latch was soft almost apologetic. She did not move. The air still held the warmth of his body and the faint scent of rain from his coat. Her hand remained suspended near the frame where she might have stopped him once without thinking. Now the space felt intentional shaped by everything they had learned to withhold. Outside the window the evening was settling into blue. Traffic moved steadily below carrying sound upward in…

The light went out in the stairwell as he stepped away from her and she understood before the darkness settled that she would not follow. For a moment neither of them moved. The faint glow from the exit sign painted his face in dull green and then he turned and the angle was gone. Her hand hovered in the space where his sleeve had been seconds earlier. The door at the bottom of the stairs opened and closed and the echo traveled upward like a decision already made. She remained where she was listening to her own breathing steady itself without permission. When the lights flickered back on the stairwell…

She heard the train horn from across the river and knew he was already too far away to see her standing still. Morning light spread thin and pale across the water carrying the sound farther than it should have traveled. She rested her hands on the cold railing and did not move when the wind lifted her hair and pushed it back against her face. The city behind her was waking with ordinary persistence. In front of her the river flowed without pause. The knowledge that he had left while she remained rooted there settled slowly into her body like a truth she had been preparing for without naming. They…

She watched his reflection disappear from the train window before the doors closed and understood in that instant that they were parting without either of them truly going anywhere. The platform was crowded with people holding luggage and purpose yet the space around her felt strangely hollow. The metal bench beneath her was cold through her coat and the smell of damp concrete lingered after an early rain. When the doors sealed shut she felt the absence arrive before the motion. The train pulled away slowly and his face dissolved into blur and light. She did not lift her hand. The choice not to wave felt heavier than any goodbye…

She felt his presence behind her before he spoke and the certainty that she would not turn around settled in her chest like a final answer. The gallery was closing and the lights were dimming one by one leaving pockets of shadow along the white walls. The polished floor reflected her shoes and the hem of her coat but not his face. She stood in front of a large unfinished canvas she had seen a dozen times and never understood. The air smelled faintly of dust and old paint. When he said her name it was soft and careful as if he were afraid the sound might break something already…

He said goodbye with his hand already on the door and she knew by the way his fingers trembled that whatever they had not touched would now remain untouched forever. The room felt too quiet after the latch settled into place. She stood where she was for several seconds listening to the faint echo of his steps moving away down the hallway. The air still held his warmth and the scent of rain from his coat. She pressed her palm to her chest as if steadying something loose inside. Outside the window evening light thinned into gray and the city exhaled into night. She did not cry then. Grief arrived…

The door clicked shut behind him and she stood staring at the empty frame knowing with quiet certainty that whatever remained unsaid would now stay that way forever. The hallway light flickered once and steadied. The sound of his steps faded down the corridor until it became indistinguishable from the hum of the building. She rested her hand against the door where his knuckles had pressed moments earlier. The wood was cool already as if it had never known his touch. Her chest tightened with the delayed impact of what she had allowed to end without resistance. Outside the window dusk settled slowly over the city. Cars passed with headlights…

She heard her name spoken behind her and kept walking because turning would have meant admitting that something had already been lost. The platform smelled of oil and rain and the air trembled with the arrival of an approaching train. Her suitcase wheels rattled unevenly against the concrete as if resisting the direction she had chosen. When she finally stopped it was not because she decided to but because her body refused to move any farther without breaking apart. The sound of his breath reached her before his voice did. She stood still with her back to him and felt the weight of years settle into the space between them.…

The last sound she heard was his footsteps fading down the stairwell and she knew without looking that he would not turn back. The door was still warm where his hand had rested when he closed it, a gentle firmness as if he were afraid of making noise. She stood in the narrow entryway holding her breath long after the sound disappeared, listening to the building settle around her. Somewhere below a door opened and closed. Life continued with careless precision. Her chest tightened with the strange awareness that something essential had already ended before she found the courage to speak. Outside the morning was pale and overcast. Light filtered…